Don't Leave now

it is time to go,
time has been passed so fast,
of that I surely know,
but I wished I would've lived last

moment I ever wanted to live
moment I ever dreamed while not asleep
it was the perfection
it was wisdom

but time is still there
just have to make a mouse click
or draw a arrow.
well that is not enough for that day.

time is still running
and we've to leave.
I'll miss this place
probably my college days.

learned so much here.
had fun so much here.
because this is the place
where I acted all my craze.

Wish, there is some one,
who say,"don't leave now."
I would throw my luggage and
say "I will, but How "?

but there are places
where I need to be
where people wants me to be.

they don't, but they will
it is not something I specialized
It is something I will beautify.

Oh Don't leave now
Oh don't leave right now.
 better visit this place regularly
but how?

May and tough summer

all started with the resentment
occurred due to failure in Sopra Ltd.
Sun was high and hot
last night was because tough and sleepless
and we were offered girls by a pimp
it was the way delhi was welcoming us
it was the weather that was warning us.
So both of us were down down
spiritually as well as physically.

Got the train to Ambala then.
slept in waiting room when,
went to cousin in the morning and had
fabulous time there.
she cooked too delicious reminded of my mother.
then I left and I left to Allahbad
 which was very bad, too bad.

could not sleep again and delhi again welcomed us with its rotting smell.
UP was a little bit better and caused not much resentment
but again faced failure at first step.
it was heart breaking but we glued it successfully.
Delhi again welcomed with its real picture
by showing a kid stealing a laptop of a teenager.
again very bad.

Now these are last days left in the sliet.
we have decided to live these with pride.
If I talk about band, performed well at one farewell
but very dreadful at the second, like driving to hell.
these last days of sliet.
project not completed yet.
mind is inventing shit.
prepared mind for defense but not sure
environment going to let me go where
there is something really wrong with us.
there is something called skill gap in us.
that we never wanted and never expected.
 

I love her eyes, the way she take herself
but feel afraid to tell again.
May be that don't go in vain
like the last time, may be I should do it again.
but I don't want to spoil my friend zone again.
friend zoned is what make me insane.
I am insane or I am lame
whatever Never gonna think this way again. 

heat is rising as the temper,
have selection really benefited us
or it is again playing a game.
Don't know what will happen again,
I'm confused but not lame.

Have to prove myself again.
it is not about just winning the game
it is about make a person out of me,
that is not over expected but that is what best of me.
that is what best for whole the world
people and genes residing in them.
it is just a game, that we're going to play only one time.
victory or defeat it doesn't matter.
matter what is we're making out of it.